Fabulous Diary

Love

2010-04-19T20:37:00.000-07:00

20th April 2010
1138hours....

Complicated feelings i guess..
Its there but just when you wanna touch its dissapear through the thin air.
being around your arms just makes me feel complete.
going through all the little things together with a smile...
happy moments....

"every kiss and every hug you make me fall in love"

Waiting

2010-03-12T10:04:00.000-08:00

0204hours

Im still wide awake.my eyes will only fully shut at sunrise.im really sad that its happening to me..
People always think that im always okay when actually im not okay at all.
But i will try to put up a smiley face for my love ones.hearing their problems makes me better cause at least someone is there to make me think.but when comes to my problem im not willing to open it up cause i just think that dont wanna make the people around me to feel sad or maybe bad for me.but theres always mr x to listen to me and advise me each day
and he's always there to make my day better and smile.
i think i suffer and face the worst situation than what people around me facing.
but i just wants them to know even im not there and always busy but i do miss you people.
i wish i can just spend the time with you all and leave my work but sadly i cant at the moment.
haiz...:(
i thought life will be easier...
people just come and tap on you and just run....and gone....
yes i miss him alot

now

2010-03-04T23:48:00.000-08:00

1549hours

Being in this job was seriously not what i want actually.But it pays good so just let it stay and the people that i met and bonded there.in which like they are already part of my family whereby i see them every single day and spent the night chilling out together and cabbed home.
But im just sad that i hardly have time for my own.
I can't sleep till the sun is out.insomnia.
Im always feeling alone at home and thinks alot.depression.
it sucks.

i miss my girlfriends..
I know you make an effort to do the tumbler for me and honestly im touched.
i wanted to cry but i hold it..and i appreciate all the hardwork. and i used it daily at work
by looking at all those photos it makes my day.....
i love you all.....
i will be just fine......:)

dissapointing

2010-02-25T11:17:00.000-08:00

You rather tell me your problems than wishing me a simple HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
I'm so dissapointed in you...

distracted

2010-01-27T06:54:00.000-08:00

2254hours

Its nice when come to think when a person treat you very well like as if it was his precious ones.plus not to forget with all the goodnight kisses and every minute text messages.
But now when you tried to treat that particular person with the same treatment,it all went wrong.
it's like theres a wall in between the connection..

heartbroken

Im Sorry

2010-01-08T06:29:00.000-08:00

2230hours

I'm sorry if till today im being invisible.I know you mean good.sorry love.

yes i do miss all my loves company.but maybe i still need some space.Because till today im still dissapointed at some views.

I think i tried my best to help people even i had my last one.but one day when i have problems and needed help.i was being ignored.welldone.

I just tried my luck to see if you can willingly help me when in my mind i just wanna see how you react to it.

yes im right you ignored me.

how can you call me darling or love or best people in your lives when this is how you treat me.

like my bf always said "they don't have a nice heart like you do sweetheart"

and now i start to realise that.

when you're happy there you go enjoying.but when you needed help i'm the first that you find.

one word "asshole"

zanababy....sorry if i needed the space now.anyway im fine....i just occupied my days with work and home:)don't worry okay!im fine...i miss you darling!muacks

imaginary greatest.

2010-01-05T20:31:00.000-08:00

1230hours,

How it feels to know that you are in love now but in future for sure you will not end up with the same person.No matter how you tried to work things out, the answer is still the same.
And im in no position to force because i know it must comes from the heart.
It feels so perfect now.

You are my pillar in living.you gave me your full support and whenever i'm down with matters you feel it and you are there by my side to endure with me.You tried to give me happiness and assurance.We shared almost everything together in life.
But when we sit and think about the next step it will just hurt..
you are always remembered...

Waffles ice cream date with a ferriswheel ride will make a perfect weekend.

Problems

2010-01-05T06:58:00.000-08:00

2315hours.

Problem keeps on coming.
Sorry for not replying or answering anyone's phonecall.
I need to be alone at the moment.

Awesome Sunday

2009-12-06T06:59:00.000-08:00

2100hours

Today everything really went perfectly fine!Joyous plus a tiny little sadness.
Work was so much fun today as i only get short hours.it feels like playing rather than working and more to it is that a KFC treat from Carlos.Anyway congrats dude.you deserve it too.:)
right after work grab a quick treat taste of zinger and get changed to going off with love since he in a rush.at the same time i do have a movie date with dearie aunt,
so yeah love left and im in the movies and it was so much better without disturbance!
love having his brothers short getaway to melaka and sadly he's driving as the 2 is enjoying the ride.ooohhh...
less communication then.
not to worry i got my days occupied for the 2 off days that i finally got it!
tmr will be a town date with cousin sister mina and tuesday will be catch up session with girlfriend zana!
yeahness that i got time of my own!
though im feeling tired.....
okay i got magazines awaits me...nites

xoxo

RED!

2009-12-04T06:56:00.000-08:00

2257PM

Today i bought red hot nail polish because i just feel like it!

There's no point you published publicly to people about your matter when your matter with another person not yet solved.
No point you published harsh words or talk big when you can't even manage you own.not to say financially but simply everything.
No point showing that you are strong in overcoming issues when you are damn weak honey.
It's not as easy as words!show it if you can instead of throwing tantrums.

Im feeling times new roman.

Do i look like a walking atm to you?when you need cash you just press the button to your mobile and dial my number.
im sick of it for now.
seriously when i don't have it will you help me?
trust me you won't and you just ignored me.
you are working for long in that place and i just started work.
can you see the difference babe.
can you feel the burden im carrying.
oh no!you don't all you know is friends are always there to help you out.
not this time buddy.
i will help if i have extra but loook at me too .
feel me

missed!

2009-11-25T05:42:00.000-08:00

2143hours.

i miss everyone.
my work is a bitch sometimes.
it can be fun but mostly tiring.
i need a holiday now but sadly i will only get it on christmas.:(

You are??....

2009-11-16T23:01:00.000-08:00

1502hours.

Don't come to me and forcing me to talk to you because i don't feel like it or i just don't want..If you are telling me that you are wasting time afterall..oh god in the first place im not to blame.it's just you.i don't even ask you to be part of it.so yeah you just pissed me off la.

and for sure hell yes i know that you know what i'm doing now because someone will just be updating to you so don't pretend you don't even fucking know and stop asking me what to do cause i think i can handle it.you just ruined it.

Its my choice now its my life now.yes i know i let you down in some way but hell you should hell know the situation.i too got my pride.

you

2009-11-09T05:24:00.001-08:00

depressed..........

Fridays

2009-10-23T08:58:00.000-07:00

1158hours,
Wokay today was pretty tiring.meet up with girlfriends.had dinner at tongseng and walkabout at suntec area.
oh yes we had gelare ice creamo!nice nice at first but "muak".
after quite sometime i never hangout with "kiwiwi".lol...
we had alot of catch up here and there...it was awesome.
sorry ctbabey for not coming to store.will meet up real soon!:)
you will always be a part of me eventhough how far you are.

i seriouly don't care what you gonna think about me.you wanna make faces,you don't wanna talk or watever it is.i don't mind because i don't do wrong.
i don't even know why you are so upset with me when i do nothing wrong towards you.
How i lead my life will not be the same and i just can't be you and its otherwise too...
What's your problem?
I will stop here.end of story...

Another mangkok when i wanna go holiday here he come wanna see me.
how la dey.?

why people putting me in a very difficult situation.

FUCK!

Sigh

2009-10-21T10:39:00.000-07:00

i dont wanna know anything plus i will just keep my mouth shut.

im tired.
Sorry if my words are harsh but im not the type of person that can trust someone easily.you can say its not fair but sorry its just me.
i have my own opinion but its good that we talked about it.
it takes me years to actually trust someone....

no doubt you are a good friend.

Don't Know

2009-10-19T11:24:00.000-07:00

0225 hours.
Im wide awake.it feels now i got muscle after scrubing plus scraping the oven!oh gross.
Oh i jus dont realise how fast time flies and things changed drastically.
happy and sad moments mixed.
i do have problems which i myself don't understand.how happy i may look its not the same as how i feel inside because i think i just don't show.and why should i.
so many things i have inside my mind.

somewhere somehow these days people are being so childish huh.and their level of maturity is way way down the drain.which makes me clueless at times.am i on the right track with the same thinking?i don't think so.
sometimes it feels so difficult and times i just wanna say....FUCK!
but theres no need for now.
Say watever shit now but at the end of the day you are the one answering to god.
and i don't give a shit because i just don't believe.

you are love

....

2009-10-18T07:28:00.001-07:00

work = bitch

Love

2009-10-14T02:17:00.000-07:00

1717pm

I remember like it was yesterday

First kiss and I knew you changed the game

You have me, exactly, well you want it,

And I'm on it

And I ain't ever gonna let you get away

Holdin' hands never made me feel this way

So special, boy it's your, your smile

We so in love

Been a minute and we still holding it down

Butterflies every time you come around

You make me, so crazyI

t's crazy, oh baby

And I don't ever wanna be with no one else

You're the only one that ever made me melt

You're special, boy it's your, your style

We so in love

13thOctober09

2009-10-13T05:37:00.000-07:00

time:2038
It was a free but hectic day!But before today which is yesterday me,yus and zana had an awesome walk around town.
while today it was quite late that i start my day.watch tv had lunch and staring at my walls
thinking some way out and things to do.
finally decided,
paint it!
red is the color!used sponge and dabbed it the whole room and now im feeling satisfied
with my workdone.loving it.
in the process.a text from zana wanna mit up at plaza.but sorry love it was rather a mess.:)
and thanks if you wanted paint me PINK!maybe one day soon i paint you with pink instead!
after clean up im craving for ice cream so i decided to go to the shop and bought ben&jerry ice cream!yummy!!!:)
rather tired now...tmr will be my rest day then..
deciding what should i buy for the 2 birthday loves.:)
stressing now....
ggooodddnnniiittteeeessss!

Better in time

2009-10-07T04:50:00.000-07:00

It's been the longest winter without you,
I didn't know where to turn to.
See, somehow I can't forget you,
After all that we've been through.

Going, coming... thought I heard a knock
Who's there? No one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know,

If you didn't notice, boy, you mean everything.
Quickly I'm learning to love again,
All I know is I'm gon' be okay

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, ooh yeah
(It'll all get better in time)
And even though I really love you,
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV,
Without something there that would remind me
It wasn't all that easy
To just put aside your feelings.
If I'm dreaming, don't wanna lie,
Hurt my feelings

But that's the path

I believe in,
And I know that time will heal it

If you didn't notice, well
You mean everything.
Quickly I'm learning to love again,
All I know is I'm gon' be okay

.......

2009-10-06T22:47:00.001-07:00

Our hands just slipped away.....

Im BROKE!

2009-09-30T19:43:00.000-07:00

1044HOURS.

Guess wad its only the beginning of the month n im running out of my pocket $$$$.Why?Because i shop!So many things that i bought.Spend $400 on mom and 1third of it to dad.I bought bershka skirt.yummy!i love it.$200 on my hair.$200 for myself and boyfriend stuff.Shit i left with $100.And i dunnoe how am i going to survive.Sadly i can't take out my saving account.
Sorry to people who ask me for some cash.You guys are a lil late.And it's shocking too to see how i spent my $$$ this month.But nvm at least i have fun!Jb trip with cousin and shopping day with cousin wati.From far east to mustafa center eh.tired uh..lol

:(

Dont Speak

2009-09-16T20:54:00.000-07:00

You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believeThis could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real Well I don't want to know

Don't speak I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak I know what you're thinking I
don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

Our memories Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and i
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry

It's all ending I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?

17 September 2009

2009-09-16T20:23:00.000-07:00

1123hours

Where should i start..Im doing fine at work just pretty exhausted to do closing this few days.
Is the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Shoulda known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's ok, baby, cause in time you will find

I seriously Don't have the time to entertain all those bitching times.Yes i know myself i used to be a bitch im sorry but i think now i start to think maturely and still not in my school times.
Stop coming to me to keep on complaining because i think i know what im doing.
Yes i do love your company but babes you gotta change.Stop being like you are always at top because i agree the phrase "no one is perfect"
Don't judge people over small little things that they do wrongly but do get the whole picture.
Approach people if they do something wrong or you don't agree.
I'm not siding anyone here nor i agree with anyone but it just so sad if this happends at your work place between collegues.
This is the reason too that i tender because my loved ones just having a hard time bitching to one another.
what is this?i had enough ok.
Help one another and don't expect to be returned.just put a stop to everything la ok.you people are grown up.
Enough said...Think because i know you can.And i know You well....Yes i will always be there for you Im not gonna run away.Don't you worry...
I love my life now....

So stressed up.there is so many household stuff not yet completed.mom will scream.
Dear i know you are far yet im here trying my best to stand on my 2 feet on my own.and yes its not as easy as saying.but please don't worry me much.it feels like every little things are on my head.love you.

PIG~

2009-09-05T06:42:00.000-07:00

I SWEAR I DON'T EVEN WANNA SEE YOUR FACE OR SADLY TO EVEN TALK TO YOU ASS!YOU ARE BEING SO FUCKING CHILDISH.DONT TALK ABOUT HOW TO APPRECIATE PEOPLE.LOOK YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR OK.IF YOU GOT NO MONEY TO BUY MIRROR I CAN BUY YOU A HUGEASS ONE.

Closing shift.

2009-08-27T12:08:00.000-07:00

0306 hours.
I'm still awake now.My eyes very stubborn and its raining out there..How i wish my eyes loves to just shut.
Okay today closing was seriously unbelievable because me and siti just nonstop doing stuffs.this and that till we lost.
We did talked and laughed a lot as usual but surprisingly our hands are moving.:)We chill and relax and do things slowly.
The mats drove us crazy.leakage under frappe bar.it was a mess before.aaaarrrgggg..but now it's good.
Oh yes!pay is in and wow.love it.
closing done.get changed and siti realized her ATM lost!oh god.?how?we don't know..she kept quiet and kinda sad.
and i've got craving for chocopop...yum yum.
so besides my craving and to cheer her up also i bought it and we shared.nice.loving it.
Can't wait for saturday and on the 1st.
really looking forward for it.
My closing shift with you will always brings smile to my face at the end of the day.
Thanks Audrealita!:)

.....................

2009-08-26T21:23:00.000-07:00

You just disgust me.

Obsessed

2009-08-26T20:58:00.000-07:00

1158hours

Good morning sunshine,
I don't really have a good sleep yesterday because there is so many things running and playing on my damn head.Stresssed up.Yes you lovelies can say relax and chill or maybe just don't bother.But the feeling is so sucks when its utterly my fault but when i've got nothing to do with it.You just put me in a very difficult situation.:(and yes im stucked!
Closing shift at orchard parade yesterday was a bit hell with the chain.me and zana almost chained our legs together and stick together.And set up pastry case in the middle of the night when it seems that you are doing opening.not cool.
Oh haha the trolley trip was fun.I almost gave zana a nightmare.:)sorry dearest!
It was fun with all the laughter.I enjoyed it.
And i asked siti to called when they drive pass the store.
yes ah guan literally stop and we had a good wave and smile.
it feels like a week i never see them.i miss them.Oh yes today closing with siti and poovan.
awesome!:)
My 5th shift today and yes i can do it.

Wednesday

2009-08-25T19:34:00.000-07:00

1035hours.

Early morning and here i am blogging.Can't sleep soundly.
Yesterday doing opening with yus.Her first shift after comes back from ION.And so i looking forward it but it turns sucky because she's being an ass.!
Iritating *****.But sadly i just can't afford myself to be mad because of her little pity face that i wanna smack.
Omg she's fasting but weird huh.keep on smelling food and thinking about all the juiciest drinks!
it's ok yus.i still love u.
Today doing attachment at orchard parade with joyce and zana.
Let's have a mini holland environment for you joyce so you don't miss us joyce!hehe

kiss me thru the phone....

People

2009-08-19T07:40:00.000-07:00

2241hours.

Siti you finally found me here.hehe!good job!:)
You told me i was a neutral person.Yes and i don't really matter how people thinks about me or jealous about something.But i just don't like to be hypocrite because at the end of the day you end up being miserable.
be helpful and nice because you never know what comes in future.
You don't like the person than talk it out and don't be childish to bitch around.I can only listen and advise to just don't bother about it because how you hate the person its you not me.
I love all the people around me equally but definitely family will always be the one that i prioritize first than my boyfriends and friends.
Grow up kids.
Thanks siti for the sharing moment we had yesterday!
And you know i'm always there for you if you need me okay.
Don't let all the problems on your shoulder.Talk it out if you feel comfortable and hopefully lessen your burden.
Oh ya September will be a busy period because of the farewell and jb trip with joyce.

Boyfriend is finally here and thanks for the date today love.I'll promise to spend a lil bit more time with you and not let it waste while you're here.Thanks too for your listening ear to all my problems.love you.
Pattaya hard rock on your birthday?:)

Love you all:)

18 August 2009

2009-08-17T21:17:00.000-07:00

1218 hours.

Back from nowhere updating.
I felt like quitting my job now and do nothing but shopping."mommy chetti"leaving in less than 2weeks and soon shah's leaving too.But its okay.I will stucked there for a while and see how it goes.
i think Its been almost a month already not seeing my boyfriend.he's away.And zana love i did not spend the time with my boyfriend instead my family.BOOHOO!:)
So many plans coming up which i hardly not prepared yet.I've yet to buy the f1 ticket too.Oh my god.Sick.
It feels like so long i never work due to the quarantine.And the partner comms book seem like going to explode anytime with all the words.chill people.
Yus!!!!!!!!i miss you!Come back to store we need you real bad.

Brother birthday in 1 and a half day more and i still got no idea what to get for him.Fuck!
Oh doing closing shift later with Siti.Faboulous!She were in store yesterday to see me and talk bout stuff.Don't worry dear probably your dad will understand.be honest!:)see ya later.

Oh yeah will meet love tmr.He's finally back.Long distance relationship is really hard.

Ohkie fasting month in few days time and be nice girl to fast.

Joyce go jb together and we shall eat stingray and watch movie.cheap huh!
Poovan we shall go geylang this friday probably.
zana we shall have our break fast date the following thursday!:)
Boyfriend the movie marathon around the corner and please be nice!
Mom coming saturday im off and will break fast with you and watch some nice shows ok.Promise!

Loves

Wednesday Blues

2009-07-08T05:20:00.000-07:00

Sunday

2009-06-21T06:34:00.000-07:00

2135hours,
WOAH...Im just pretty exhausted and my legs are aching.4 straight days doing morning shift can kill me.The alarm on my phone each morning makes me like wanna throw the damn phone far away and let me sleep silently with no disturbance.I WISHED*.:(
But weekend morning was awesome at times but when the tireness comes and down partners it's just cursing till the shifts end.
Im so lucky enough that tomorrow will be closing shift.Im loving it and somemore with my zanaloves.Must be an awesome shift coming ahead.
Brother gonna bring us next month to batam.He's getting his bonus.Gerek la!Im so gonna apply my leave!:)And also next month will be my last payment.And mommy gonna help me half the amount!wow...Lucky am i!:)
Father's Day and brother bought for daddy Puma sneakers.But me....heheh nothing.instead im asking him some cash.Maybe.
Dearest being so nice each day to wish me goodnight ans sealed with a kiss.ssuuuwwweeett.
Okay there's no reason for me to complaint bout him cause lately he's just a sweetheart even at times i just wanna kill him.but nvm.:)
Coming weekend maybe will spend time with him since sunday im off and he's finally here too.Looking forward for the coming weekend with him.Yes i miss him damn lots!
Zanababy..when can we go have our singapore river hotel.And spend the time together???must be fun uh...hehehe guess wad i got lotsa ideas for your birthday!!hahha long way to go...
toodles.boyfriend..i love u.

Why?

2009-06-15T22:12:00.000-07:00

1311hours,
It seems everyone is trying to talk to me about the same old thing which my ear already cant stand it.But thanks to you guys and i can see the clearer picture now and i think i know what im doing.Yes you know her well im just a newbie to her.Well i just need time okay people.I will be nice and not faking it.Just don't you worry everything gonna soon be fine.Im not a heartless creature after all.
To shah,
i know its very hard for you.and i also heard that you cried the other day.Maybe everything was just a misunderstanding and let me tell you this.
i just need time to mend things.for the time being take care babe.
To zanababy,
I know things didnt go like how you wished.And you don't need to be worry because you have miss grande americano to always be by yourside:)i love you..
To yusmcchubby,
Thanks for the conversation that we had.You never failed to make people smile even how angry they are.:)

My Love
A part of you has grown in me.
And so you see, it's you and me
Together forever and never apart,
Maybe in distance, but never in heart.

Monday morning

2009-06-14T19:25:00.000-07:00

1025hours,
ggggrrrr my tummy grumbling.:(slept early yesterday and sorry Yus i think you tried to call.You keep on apologizing and i already told you i've forgiven you and ya that's it and yet you continue with the trust and blah blah blah which im not interested to hear.you think it's easy to trust someone.it's not as easy as words.And it's not like the next day thing "oh i trust u".No babe.It don't work that way.And i think i doing good with my life.It takes time uh and i don't even know if i could trust you again.You just don't think what you're doing.And you don't appreciate people kindness.Forget it la.Im lazy to talk about it.
Yesterday shift was superbly fun in the morning with zana,syawai and siti.Not much customer but lotsa playing.Called drinks wrongly.
zana:what's the next drink?
nurul:grande americano and grande americano..
zana/syawai:(looked at me blankly)
zana:so it's 2 grande americano???
nurul:ooopppssss it's grande americano and short cappucino
and we laughed and from then till end shift they make fun about it...lol.
Later working with zana and siti...mod-joyce....hahahha she will die tonight with bunch of iritating idiots like us..:)
boyfriend...i miss you<3

Breathe Slow

2009-06-11T07:13:00.000-07:00

2217hours
You should be grateful that i still wanna talk to you.I am so mad at you but i just keep it in my heart and throw away.You create your own words and talk about me and make the whole story complicated and maybe i thought you just covering your ass.Damn you.I was supernice to you and lead you to the way that you are happily living your life with no misery yet you just being a bitch.I just got nothing to say but just mind your business.Im okay with it.It's a pity to see you trying to get attention from people.Anyway i don't need you also to be part of my life.I got better people around me.ssshhhoooooo*
Boyfriend....you are missed!:)
f1 coming this september.oohhh yeah i will pay the marina mandarin and you will get me the f1 ticket!:)awesome.But i bet the rate will be double..
As the days goes by im superlazy to work.i just wanna go travel and see the beautiful world.
Turquila sunrise at 3 monkeys next to my store is awesome.hehe!:)off time before transport come.sorry poovan that you had to finish the hoogarden because i just don't like the taste.
Next time maybe if we got the chance again.
I love you boogeyman...
I miss you zanababy...
:)

The Climb

2009-06-08T21:59:00.000-07:00

I can almost see it,
That dream I'm dreamin'
But theres a voice inside my head sayin'
You'll never reach it

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep tryin'
Gotta keep my head held high
Theres always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a up-hill battle
Sometimes i'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about whats waiting on the other side
Its the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But, No, I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember Most, yeah
Just gotta keep goin'

And, I, I got to be Strong
Just Keep pushing, on
'Cause theres always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a up-hill battle
Sometimes i'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about whats waiting on the other side
Its The Climb

Yeah

Theres always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a up-hill battle
somebody's gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about whats waiting on the other side
Its the climb

Keep on movin'
Keep climbin'
Keep the faith baby
Its all about
Its all about
The climb
Keep the faith, keep the faith woah

Maybe

2009-06-08T21:34:00.000-07:00

1233hours,
Im having my own life and i don't need people to know everything about me.You need to choose the right person to talk or share or maybe to trust.I don't care what people may badmouthing about me but i just don't give a fuck on what people say.
Im happy with my boyfriend and i just love doing what im doing currently.Boyfriend???
yes i have a boyfriend and its been quite sometime i just love to be in low profile.No one knows what shit im going through.Im in my own world people.
August im going bali!:)end of this month maybe to KL.Well i dunnoe,i just love to go everywhere.Feels like packing my stuff now and just leave.

Mungkin aku bisa bercinta dengan kamu
Kendati kata kata mu selalu
Menusuk jantung melukai ku

Mungkin ku mau memaafkan mu kembali
Demi cinta yang ada di hatiku
Meloloskan mu dari kata pisah

Mungkin sang fajar dan sayap sayap burung patah
Menyaksikan kita berseteru
Slalu tak pernah damai

Mungkin cintaku terlalu kuat dan menutupi
Jiwa yang dendam akan kerasmu
Sehingga kita bersama mungkin

4th June 2009

2009-06-03T10:55:00.000-07:00

0154hours.
The nights that my eyes just don't want to fall asleep.Pretty bad.Been busy with work.Woke up from my beauty sleep have to get ready to work before i could get any food by then its too late.End work an hour before midnight get bus home for freaking 8 days.No life la dey just because i request for weekends off.today the 6th day and im still strong.awesome!OOOHHHH today only me and Sheena working night shift.And at 12am was Syawai birthday.So we planned to get something from him.somewhere nearby.okay cbtl brownie.light up candle and suprised him.He was delighted and he already suspected.okay watever just enjoy our birthday treat.anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY:)
i just can't wait for this friday chalet.miss all of them and finally reunion.awesome.sexciting.
And to dearest SITI ZANARIAH,take care and go see doctor!!!You sound like a macho man earlier.hehehhe.i miss you loads and loads and why is poovan called "simbat"???but i think suits him.And by the way i got new name was given by mommy poovan "letchmi"..
okay goodnites.

Firehouse

2009-06-01T03:22:00.000-07:00

1822hours,
Im on break now at work and im exhausted.i don't really know if i can make it till friday.But no matter what i have to.i miss you.

You know you're everything to me
And I could never see, the two of us apart
And you know I give myself to you
And no matter what you do, I promise you my heart

1-I've built my world around you and I want you to know
I need you, like I've never needed anyone before

2-I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you

I dedicated my life to you
You know that I would die for you
But our love would last forever
And I will always be with you
And there is nothing we can't do
As long as we're together

I just can't live without you, and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before
(repeat 2, 1)

Wow, yeah I live my life for you

Date

2009-05-28T22:13:00.000-07:00

1312hours.
Yesterday went out with my cousin sister.Quite a blast.We planning to find a birthday gift for Faizal but end up nothing really suitable for him yet.boxer at calvin klein?cute uh.maybe.Yeah we watched night at the museum 2.it was pretty awesome.bought popcorn and it turns out to be huge for only the 2 of us.hehe.stupid eyy.We had a long walk actually yesterday.I bought myself a top from zara.I wanted to buy jeans at forever 21 but why now when i have the bucks nothing seems to excite me.why?it happends everytime.:(And we stopped at gelare citylink and had some waffles ice cream.delicious uh.awesome.And now i have problems on what to wear for the chalet and it seems i need to carry huge bag cause i work on the day itself.sucks i know.
He did not call me or text me so i find myself disturbed and abit pissed.So he said he called me in 5 minutes.Guess what he's back!Wow i was so happy and excited.anger turns to happiness.He knows about it since the first but he just wanted to suprised me.okay relieved that he's back in still 1 piece.

Love.

2009-05-25T10:36:00.000-07:00

0135hours
He called me today after 5 freaking days.He's fine there.Well earlier was my closing shifts and its very draggy but thank god it was fast enough.Yusz was sweet enough to take transport with us.And she's so happy today and i've got no idea why too.Good for you darls.For a monday night it was quite consistent i should say.Your smile makes me melt.Im so in love with you.

Called you for the first time yesterday
I finally found the missing part of me
I felt so close but you were far away
Left me without anything to say

Now I'm speechless over the edge, I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this lovebug again

I can't get your smile out of my mind
(I can't get you outta my mind)
I think about your eyes all the time
You're beautiful but you don't even try
(You don't even, don't even try)
Modesty is just so hard to find

Now I'm speechless over the edge, I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this lovebug again

I kissed her for the first time yesterday
Everything I wished that it would be
Suddenly I forgot how to speak
Hopeless, breathless, baby can't you see?
Now I'm

Now I'm speechless over the edge, I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this lovebug again
Now I'm hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this lovebug again
Oh! Lovebug again

Sunday

2009-05-24T07:02:00.000-07:00

2204hours
It was not an awesome sunday.I got nothing to do but just rot at home.Tv is my bestfriend for today.Pissed off at myself at times because it is just plain boring cause i got no one to go movies.
I find that people at times are being heartless.When they are in need they are desperate but when they are in good time they just treat you like shit.Maybe at one are being supernice but people don't appreciate.Don't really care about other one feelings by their doings.I too one day have to be very careful.
Im so sexicited for the upcoming Faizal birthday chalet at downtown.It's freaking 3d2n but maybe i stay for just a night cause the next day i might have plans to go batam.We'll see.
August bali!Wow can't really wait for that actually but i shall take baby steps to reach there.
i miss you.

Falling in Love

2009-05-21T04:33:00.000-07:00

1933hours

I am unbelievably lucky to have you
in my life.
I think the sweetest thing that can
happen to anyone is to meet that one
special person who makes you feel like you're living in a dream come true.
That's what this is like for me.
It's like that with every smile, every touch, every memory we make
When almost everyday we have together is the kind you don't want to end
That's when you know.
That's when love is real, and it's when you realize what a treasure you're holding on to.
Every time we're together, just doing all the things that lovers
and best friends and dreamers do,
i keep falling in love with you...
over and over again.
I could spend forever doing this...
and i hope you know how thankful i am for all the incredibly precious things..
you bring to my life.

Well today i'm grounded.at home spring cleaning.almost everyday im not at home.mom is mad at me.he called me earlier since yesterday he never got the chance to hear me.im satisfied now with my room!tmr working so early night later.toodles.you are missed!:)

random

2009-05-20T08:07:00.000-07:00

2308hours
It's a pretty long day for me today.Do some catch up with firdawati.We watched movie.Fireball muay thai.interesting.its like as if we are watching horror movies cause it was so gross.i mean the fights.
Yesterday with friends.towning again.
Im planning on a getaway to i don't know where.No idea yet.
August maybe Bali.Coming i just wanna go somewhere near.
10 more days.Im counting but it still seems so long.
i miss you.

I love u.

2009-05-19T10:24:00.000-07:00

0124hours

Its him that i think most of the time.
i love you boy.

Make me melt by your doings and words.My love towards you is never ending.And come to think about our love journey is kinda awesome.Long distance relationship.At first i thought it was pretty easy but it was tougher than i thought.Trust is what we have and that makes our love grows.It seems that i can't afford to open up my heart for others but only you.It's you who understands me best.But sadly your touch is always missed.I can't get what a normal girl gets from their lover.I'm craving your hugs and the touch of your lips.I know i have to be strong but at times my heart gets weak and tears are rolling.
I love you my boogeyman.

Exhausted!

2009-05-18T10:49:00.000-07:00

0149 hours,
Work was ok earlier.2330 me and sheena done with it.pretty awesome.we had small chat.we took photo from shah's lappie and set it as wallpaper.hahhaha
People are annoyed with your behaviour.alot of feedback which i find it difficult to talk to you.because you don't seem to agree yet you think you do it right.Being sick is not wonderful okay.and giving out complimentary drinks is not cool unless you owe the store.Im tired of listening to other people about you because i know you have lots of opportunities.but your don't care attitude saddens me.but when comes to our shift together you are not like what are they feedback about.i don't know.work is work.prioritise your needs first then your wants.i care alot about my lovely partners and i don't want they to have a bad name about you because you are same post as me.which i consider somewhat important to the store.
And to my love who is far away.I miss you.i love you.
zanababy i miss hangout with you.eventhough we work at the same place we hardly see each other.so sad but nvm no matter what i know you are always there:)loves you alot.
nadiahloves i wanna go out with you and do idiotic stuffs!:)

Work.

2009-05-15T20:38:00.000-07:00

1138hours
Well i start working yesterday after quite sometime.At first when i heard i was on morning shift i was super lazy to get up.going to work was a dragged but as soon as i reached everything seems to changed totally.its sexiciting!i tend to talk alot i make lotsa noise and iritate people.im happy like after so long been hiding under my comforter.
I know i have to go through all these alone but besides that my baby zana is all there to make me feel better and being myself.
I don't find food interesting anymore.cause im afraid that i will vomit out again.sleepless night.
He asked me to be strong for him.I tried but i think my love is too strong that its hard to be far.
It's just not a wonderful month for me.

Active.

2009-05-12T08:36:00.000-07:00

2336hours,
Its pretty too late but nvm HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO MOM AND MOMMIES.
I've been sick and it sucks!
I've miss him but he's just too far to reach.
Today i spent quality time with my girlfriend zana.I feel happy and its just supernice after so long we have not been going out i mean just the 2 of us.
We had fries with pepper plus mayonaise plus chilli so not us!we used to eat ljs but today seem not a food day.dun feel that need of food.because she ate alot at work!geez!:)we went to all the shopping center at orchard since we got nowhere to go and we just loved to do idiotic stuff.:)
She accompanied me yesterday night because i was so down.we text each other and there she is always by myside to bring a smile to my face.thats the reason why i love her to bits.no matter what she is always there whenever i need her.i love u zana!:)*hugs*
this is for you love...

This friendship I love so much
This soft heart I hold
Just waiting for your gentle touch
a dream to uncover to unfold
I love the way I feel
when I am with you
A feeling that no one can steal
cause my love will always be forever true

No matter where we are or were we go
I know where both of our hearts may be
cause we taught each other how to grow
And we showed each other how to be ourselves
And not anybody else
So remember when we both are wondering alone
Do not complain or get sad
for we're nerver really
on our own
cause in our heart we will
always be there for each other
through thick and thin

I love you with all of my heart
And will never let go friends 4 life
I pray that we'll never be apart
from each other for a long time to come
cause you are my
very Best Friend
no matter what

Exhausted

2009-05-03T06:24:00.000-07:00

2124hours

After for a long break i feel abit lost and tired from work.i have to rush on my coffee presentation which honestly im not yet prepared.i'll think i will screw up.and im not in a right mood to update my blog yet i guess.sucks

Weekends

2009-04-24T09:27:00.000-07:00

2427hours

I don't understand people.Im not saying im perfect but i know what im doing and i do make mistakes la but when people talk about the other party it makes me feel sad for them.well people mouth we can do nothing about it.
Yesterday me,zana and joyce we went out after we do opening.we went to ikea then to bugis then to suntec.the things that we are looking for doesnt seem to be there or off budget.tired.so we sat at the fountain and listen to all the super not nice songs and watching bright lines beat with the music which is not exciting at all.feel like eating sundae.head down and saw burger king.as u know me and zana cant help it we love their hershey sunday pie so...we dragged joyce to eat with us and purposely we sat in front of the mirror and eat it.fun and funny!:)then we took the elevator which suprised joyce!hahaha.:)tired.we sat at the marina steps.but i prefered lying down cause it feels so good!
sorie joyce because of us u hurt ur ankle.:(nice night love you both.we shall go out once a week together okay.more fun coming up.

Flu

2009-04-21T05:57:00.000-07:00

2058hours
Seriously im very lazy today but i got to do some stuffs.tmr im doing morning shifts.ggrrrr
i left my mobile on silent mood and i hide it somewhere in my bedroom.sorry people i just wants to have peace.i know im very mean.5days straight on leave and i've got lotsa things i wanna do and plus the most exciting thing!my pay is out!:)
i wanna eat paddlepop.

Monday Blues

2009-04-20T05:37:00.000-07:00

2037hours
i don't feel well today thats the reason why im on mc today.maybe too much chocolate yesterday and sleepless nights.Im in love with avenged sevenfold.:)
You are the reasons why im still going strong.you are the reasons i had sleepless nights.you are the reason why at times i go crazy.and at times your words can kill me and you are also the reason i know the meaning of being loved.thanks to you.
Thank you geraldine and zana for texting me and asking how am i doing.love you.
i've been surrounded with partners that love one another and always be there for one another.even how busy they are they still make time and help you through out your misery.they are the ones that makes me smile all day and there's no need for me to think about anyting else.
see,im lucky here!

Sunday

2009-04-19T07:31:00.000-07:00

2230hours
I tried to be calm but i just can't.I tried all ways but to no avail.i'll just wait.the whole day i do nothing but watched tv,the net and my bed.it feels not okay when your off days you just got nothing to do.planned was cancelled so yeah having a chocolatey sunday.i had chocolate the whole of today.fattyy bom bom!:")im in love with indonesian songs.well tmr im working midshift which is super tiring and the following day is my off day.again i got nothing to do.im waiting when the date hits 27th.i can have long break with my love.how nice!:)im looking forward for it.

Seize the day

2009-04-19T06:43:00.000-07:00

Seize the day, or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to Ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These streets we travelled on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one Picture)

Seize the day, or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to Ache over

Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live In
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of Death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one Picture)

Seize the day, or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty, and cold without you here, too many people to Ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna Die alone without you here,
Please tell me what we have is real

So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?
Whoah, so I never want to leave you, and the memories of Us to see
I beg don't leave me

Seize the day, or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty, and cold without you here, too many people to Ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day

I'm stuck here alone
Falling away from me, no chance to get back home

morning rain

2009-04-18T13:02:00.000-07:00

4:03am
It's raining outside and im loving it cause it's very cooling nice to sleep but im not sleepy yet.Today at work we took lotsa photos and we are having fun.
It seems that every single thing i do people notice and it gets very annoyed.with whom i be friend,i talked,joke,close?the other party tend to get jealous.what's up with you people.freak!
Im not here to steal whoever your lover la.im not interested also.they are just my friends and i love all my friends so it's your problem if you just can't accept it.get a life.
You okay earlier but when someone just popped up from nowhere you changed.ever little things we do you get so tense up.don't try to be a big fuck because you are faking it.get a life bitch!
okay arsenal lost and boogeyman wanna sleep.about soccer also stressed up.guys.i tend to talked alot today.and im always hungry and im tired.bye!

Midnight

2009-04-16T11:35:00.000-07:00

Morning.
Earlier i had work and i seem to be very lazy and only looking forward for 2208hours so i can leave the place as soon.but sadly at 2230hours then i got to leave due to some delays.not impressive.my back is still hurt and not doing any good but worst. but it seems like i don't give a tiny little fuck i guess but maybe one day when i can't get up from bed.crying for help?hmmph not too dramatic la.i love what im doing currently.get myself occupied with some proposals for the upcoming event in store in which is my big day on the 6th of may.damn!
hey boy i think you are trying to be funny in this little relationship of ours.but it must have its limit darls.if everything is good and smooth i'll think we can work it out like how we used to be.that's all for today.goddnite folks

Missing you.

2009-04-14T04:13:00.000-07:00

Sunshine..
Lately we had not spending time together cause i know you are busy and also you like to spend time with your loved ones.im fine with that.it's not a big deal anyway.but seeing you cried i tend to feel real bad maybe im not there by your side.i don't want to interfere your personal life cause it makes the other party feel uncomfortable so i just hope you are doing fine and my arms are always open for you to lean on.i miss you zana.

Sunday

2009-04-11T21:31:00.000-07:00

Sunshine..
My eyes hardly open yesterday while nearly to closing.Im very exhausted.I don't know why people keep asking me am i alright when actually im perfectly fine.i don't really have much thinking in my mind all i know if im at work i just want to get done with it.i don't intend to open my mouth when i don't feel like it cause it's just me.Closing was tiring while waiting for transport all of us turn crazy!evelyn was there.throwing her slippers all over and singing out loudly.shah as usual with her laptop.me n siti was the noisiest!banging on the walls and yeah basically we talked crap!eventhough tired but we had fun!:)one more round on monday.im taking my leave on 28-30th!yessss ah!!!im loving it.maybe batam.

Holiday!

2009-04-09T20:42:00.000-07:00

Faboulous,
Working later at 5pm.closing.the most draggy shift but bet it would be busy cause tonite the weekends starts.Im pretty unsure who im working with later.seriously i just felt that i wanna take mc!everytime his shift i just don't have the mood la and later shah wanted me to do the coffee thingy which im not interested at!it's just not my day.

Beautiful Sun.

2009-04-08T22:20:00.000-07:00

Faboulous,
The sun was superbly hot and awesome yesterday while me and lovers at siloso beach.Dinner at seam im food court.food was okay not that fantastic eventhough its my favourite but the taste abit off.And to that someone i just being so heartless not having a conversations with you because i think you deserve it.your symphaty face won't even move my heart.you are just behaving like a small kid.you will only be rich for a week of your pay and then a broke face again.so there's no more me being a nice little girl towards you.because you deserve it from me get it sparstic.people are talking about clubs and me being not a clubber gets frustrated!you don't need to impress people by showing how to spend your money to go to club while that amount of money can bring me to eat nice food!!Don't ask people "how are u?"maybe you should ask yourself are u on the right track??take care of yourself first.and don't even seek attention and expect people to listen to your little thoughts.Look yourself first at the mirror and figure out who are you.i pity you for having a misery life.

Alone

2009-04-07T08:34:00.000-07:00

Beautifuls,

The power lines went out
And I am all alone
But I don’t really care at all
Not answering my phone
All the games you played
The promises you made
Couldn’t finish what you started
Only darkness still remains

Lost sight
Couldn’t see
When it was you and me

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I’m beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I’ll be alright

Been black and blue before
There’s no need to explain
I am not the jaded kind
Playback’s such a waste
You’re invisible
Invisible to me
My wish is coming true
Erase the memory of your face

Lost sight
Couldn’t see
When it was you and me

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I’m beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I’ll be alright

One day
You will wake up
With nothing but “you’re sorrys”
And someday
You will get back
Everything you gave me

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I’m beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I’ll be alright

Moving on...

2009-03-31T10:39:00.000-07:00

Lovely,
i love being me now.not to worry about anything else.he is being supernice these days and im loving it.and to you asking me to move on and i knew it whats the reason and yes it's been a great journey and choice of me moving on rather then me waiting.i know its a stupid mistakes i wonder if i should regret or thankful?but the good thing im happy!My dearest zana...even nowadays we have not been spending time together just to let you know that i will be there whenever you need me im happy if you are..:)

Give me more lovin' than I've ever had
Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad
Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely gettin' mad, I'm so glad I found you
I love bein' around you
You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you

Give me more lovin' from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends

My feelings towards u grows each loving day of mine!

back

2009-03-06T03:55:00.000-08:00

Beautiful,,
time really flies so fast.taking a break is just a good thing to do now and yeah holiday will be great.
work is okay but kinda jus lazy and to update this shit of mine also killss me!!!!!!
im plain lazy!so yeah KL here i come!bye

Leaving..

2009-01-21T05:32:00.000-08:00

Loves,
He's leaving me again back to hometown.anyway for me its a good thing for us also to have some short break.Maybe when we are not being together physically maybe things will turn out good as soon as he's back.or maybe things will change.will never know.
yes i miss him and love him too but at times im just confused and aren't sure or should i say im afraid.but yeah as much as i love to be with him but you know sometimes you really can't get what you really want.it's difficult for me to overcome the fear.but i know definately there is one day you just have to let go.
my dearest zana is leaving to bangkok this coming friday so ya im meeting her tmr after her work for short dinner.yes i've been hiding myself and not letting people know my misery but now i just wanna come out from that shell of mine to really endure all these.
i've been sleeping alot lately and yes i eat less.impressed!exercising do works!push ups and sit up!catching up with my favourite tv series during my off days.super exciting la.having a time own just to feel relaxed and calm.and 2 days later i will be active working again.:)
well thats for today update love.i miss you zana.

Changed

2009-01-20T07:50:00.000-08:00

Hi!
Well im feeling kinda low lately and it makes me go mad.i don't feel like going out but just stay in my creepy room on my comfort zone.im sorry zana for not meeting you love but the day that you want me to meet you i was with mom.i read your blog.thank you love.i appreciate it.im fine okay!i love you too..and ya where you get that photos huh!:)nvm.
im trying my level best to be back like how we used to be where by we dont really know the meaning of arguments.now everything is in chaos and im tired.you don't know what you really want..
and yes i agree you've been the greatest bf i've ever had but why is this happening now....
i just which everything would change for better....loves

23:25

2009-01-18T07:27:00.000-08:00

Faboulous,
Well after 5 days of doing opening im feeling very exhausted.tired.zombie.the time when i clocked out its already in the afternoon and yet i had to do lotsa stuff.this whole week seems so packed and busy with stuff.last 2 days after work i went straight to wing tai hq which is located at houngang kovan somewhere there uh to paid the fuck shift that i owe..damn!it cost me 200bucks.zana zana zana......me miss you.sorrie for not meeting you for quite sometime cause i've been busy and lotsa stuff that i need to settle.soon im off from everything.
and to boyfriend just to let you know me too are tired of what is happening between us but...still i love u even if the last choice were to let go.

Why....

2009-01-13T06:27:00.000-08:00

Faboulous....
Why is it happends at the end of the day.Just because i did not want you to send me till that very end cause you are rushing and you are showing face.if you wanna talk about understanding and stuff i already give in alot to you ok.just because im keeping quiet that doensnt really mean im okay with it.firstly you are always late when we going to meet and you know i hate that but you keeps on doing it.i keep quiet.I had to sacrifice my off day and my sickness just to spent the time with you.yet you dont wanna fetch me and always late.i keep quiet.what else you want from me.how you want me to be understanding???you took up some insurance thingy which i disagree at all but look now you are going all the way to kl to take the test.im okay with it and now you got the opportunities to go further studies but sadly not in singapore somewhere that needs us to be apart.what else you want to say dear?
you know how badly i want to be with you.looks like theres no way now....
im tired to feel alone......im tired.

Gift.

2009-01-10T06:57:00.000-08:00

Faboulous!
Today i was on mc cause body feeling really weak with fever and heavy flu.went to see doctor and done with it.bedtime stories was awesome.
christmas gift was so suprised.it was an olympus digi cam.hows that?i was shocked plus suprised with the gift.thanks love.appreciate and loving it.so long to own it myself and now i have it!!!!!!!awesome.his was issey miyake perfume gift set.not yet give cause keeps on forgetting.
took medicine and now feeling drowsiness so yeah goodnite people.

ooohhhweeee!:)

2009-01-07T09:57:00.000-08:00

Dear fabulous!

well today i don't feel tired thats why at this hour im still here blogging.i called sexylove he wanted to sleep i just cant sleep.done with wash up.anyway just reached home after closing like 20mins ago.
tmr will be meeting sexy.yeah off day tmr but back to work on friday.and oh yeah i have to do my PDP.wow looks easy and interesting on how to really know yourself and how to be a better person.i think im gng to do good and neat.poovan talked to me bout it and explain in details how it works cause this is my first time doing it.i actually can do it now but just kinda lazy uh.brother ask me if i wanna go night safari on 9th.i want to but sad uh im dng closing.:(
okay my darlinks already paid their debt and im rich for a while.really need to do some saving or im doomed!
think kinda done here.toodles!:)

Late nites..

2009-01-06T06:29:00.000-08:00

Dearest Fabulous,

Today so laid back.Im off from work.Had zinger for lunch and maggi for dinner.How sad uh.
Till now waiting for phonecall from him.He will be back tmr night.Working tmr closing.I've got nothing to update today as nothing much that is so happening but yet i've enjoyed 90210 series.
so yeah till then goodnites love!:)

06/01/2009

2009-01-06T02:05:00.001-08:00

Hi faboulous!