title: distracted
date: Wednesday, January 27, 2010
2254hours
Its nice when come to think when a person treat you very well like as if it was his precious ones.plus not to forget with all the goodnight kisses and every minute text messages.
But now when you tried to treat that particular person with the same treatment,it all went wrong.
it's like theres a wall in between the connection..
heartbroken
title: Im Sorry
date: Friday, January 8, 2010
2230hours
I'm sorry if till today im being invisible.I know you mean good.sorry love.
yes i do miss all my loves company.but maybe i still need some space.Because till today im still dissapointed at some views.
I think i tried my best to help people even i had my last one.but one day when i have problems and needed help.i was being ignored.welldone.
I just tried my luck to see if you can willingly help me when in my mind i just wanna see how you react to it.
yes im right you ignored me.
how can you call me darling or love or best people in your lives when this is how you treat me.
like my bf always said "they don't have a nice heart like you do sweetheart"
and now i start to realise that.
when you're happy there you go enjoying.but when you needed help i'm the first that you find.
one word "asshole"
zanababy....sorry if i needed the space now.anyway im fine....i just occupied my days with work and home:)don't worry okay!im fine...i miss you darling!muacks
title: imaginary greatest.
date: Tuesday, January 5, 2010
1230hours,
How it feels to know that you are in love now but in future for sure you will not end up with the same person.No matter how you tried to work things out, the answer is still the same.
And im in no position to force because i know it must comes from the heart.
It feels so perfect now.
You are my pillar in living.you gave me your full support and whenever i'm down with matters you feel it and you are there by my side to endure with me.You tried to give me happiness and assurance.We shared almost everything together in life.
But when we sit and think about the next step it will just hurt..
you are always remembered...
Waffles ice cream date with a ferriswheel ride will make a perfect weekend.
title: Problems
date:
2315hours.
Problem keeps on coming.
Sorry for not replying or answering anyone's phonecall.
I need to be alone at the moment.
