title: Fridays
date: Friday, October 23, 2009
1158hours,Wokay today was pretty tiring.meet up with girlfriends.had dinner at tongseng and walkabout at suntec area.oh yes we had gelare ice creamo!nice nice at first but "muak".after quite sometime i never hangout with "kiwiwi".lol...we had alot of catch up here and there...it was awesome.sorry ctbabey for not coming to store.will meet up real soon!:)you will always be a part of me eventhough how far you are.i seriouly don't care what you gonna think about me.you wanna make faces,you don't wanna talk or watever it is.i don't mind because i don't do wrong.i don't even know why you are so upset with me when i do nothing wrong towards you.How i lead my life will not be the same and i just can't be you and its otherwise too...What's your problem?I will stop here.end of story...Another mangkok when i wanna go holiday here he come wanna see me.how la dey.?why people putting me in a very difficult situation.FUCK!
title: Sigh
date: Wednesday, October 21, 2009
i dont wanna know anything plus i will just keep my mouth shut.
im tired.
Sorry if my words are harsh but im not the type of person that can trust someone easily.you can say its not fair but sorry its just me.
i have my own opinion but its good that we talked about it.
it takes me years to actually trust someone....
no doubt you are a good friend.
title: Don't Know
date: Monday, October 19, 2009
0225 hours.
Im wide awake.it feels now i got muscle after scrubing plus scraping the oven!oh gross.
Oh i jus dont realise how fast time flies and things changed drastically.
happy and sad moments mixed.
i do have problems which i myself don't understand.how happy i may look its not the same as how i feel inside because i think i just don't show.and why should i.
so many things i have inside my mind.
somewhere somehow these days people are being so childish huh.and their level of maturity is way way down the drain.which makes me clueless at times.am i on the right track with the same thinking?i don't think so.
sometimes it feels so difficult and times i just wanna say....FUCK!
but theres no need for now.
Say watever shit now but at the end of the day you are the one answering to god.
and i don't give a shit because i just don't believe.
you are love
title: ....
date: Sunday, October 18, 2009
work = bitch
title: Love
date: Wednesday, October 14, 2009
1717pmI remember like it was yesterday
First kiss and I knew you changed the game
You have me, exactly, well you want it,
And I'm on it
And I ain't ever gonna let you get away
Holdin' hands never made me feel this way
So special, boy it's your, your smile
We so in love
Been a minute and we still holding it down
Butterflies every time you come around
You make me, so crazyI
t's crazy, oh baby
And I don't ever wanna be with no one else
You're the only one that ever made me melt
You're special, boy it's your, your style
We so in love
title: 13thOctober09
date: Tuesday, October 13, 2009
time:2038It was a free but hectic day!But before today which is yesterday me,yus and zana had an awesome walk around town.while today it was quite late that i start my day.watch tv had lunch and staring at my wallsthinking some way out and things to do.finally decided,paint it!red is the color!used sponge and dabbed it the whole room and now im feeling satisfied with my workdone.loving it.in the process.a text from zana wanna mit up at plaza.but sorry love it was rather a mess.:)and thanks if you wanted paint me PINK!maybe one day soon i paint you with pink instead!after clean up im craving for ice cream so i decided to go to the shop and bought ben&jerry ice cream!yummy!!!:)rather tired now...tmr will be my rest day then..deciding what should i buy for the 2 birthday loves.:)stressing now....ggooodddnnniiittteeeessss!
title: Better in time
date: Wednesday, October 7, 2009
It's been the longest winter without you, I didn't know where to turn to. See, somehow I can't forget you, After all that we've been through. Going, coming... thought I heard a knock Who's there? No one Thinking that I deserve it Now I realize that I really didn't know, If you didn't notice, boy, you mean everything. Quickly I'm learning to love again, All I know is I'm gon' be okay Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too, ooh yeah (It'll all get better in time) And even though I really love you, I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time I couldn't turn on the TV, Without something there that would remind me It wasn't all that easy To just put aside your feelings. If I'm dreaming, don't wanna lie, Hurt my feelings But that's the path I believe in, And I know that time will heal it If you didn't notice, well You mean everything. Quickly I'm learning to love again, All I know is I'm gon' be okay
title: .......
date: Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Our hands just slipped away.....
