title: Sunday
date: Sunday, June 21, 2009
2135hours,
WOAH...Im just pretty exhausted and my legs are aching.4 straight days doing morning shift can kill me.The alarm on my phone each morning makes me like wanna throw the damn phone far away and let me sleep silently with no disturbance.I WISHED*.:(
But weekend morning was awesome at times but when the tireness comes and down partners it's just cursing till the shifts end.
Im so lucky enough that tomorrow will be closing shift.Im loving it and somemore with my zanaloves.Must be an awesome shift coming ahead.
Brother gonna bring us next month to batam.He's getting his bonus.Gerek la!Im so gonna apply my leave!:)And also next month will be my last payment.And mommy gonna help me half the amount!wow...Lucky am i!:)
Father's Day and brother bought for daddy Puma sneakers.But me....heheh nothing.instead im asking him some cash.Maybe.
Dearest being so nice each day to wish me goodnight ans sealed with a kiss.ssuuuwwweeett.
Okay there's no reason for me to complaint bout him cause lately he's just a sweetheart even at times i just wanna kill him.but nvm.:)
Coming weekend maybe will spend time with him since sunday im off and he's finally here too.Looking forward for the coming weekend with him.Yes i miss him damn lots!
Zanababy..when can we go have our singapore river hotel.And spend the time together???must be fun uh...hehehe guess wad i got lotsa ideas for your birthday!!hahha long way to go...
toodles.boyfriend..i love u.
title: Why?
date: Monday, June 15, 2009
1311hours,
It seems everyone is trying to talk to me about the same old thing which my ear already cant stand it.But thanks to you guys and i can see the clearer picture now and i think i know what im doing.Yes you know her well im just a newbie to her.Well i just need time okay people.I will be nice and not faking it.Just don't you worry everything gonna soon be fine.Im not a heartless creature after all.
To shah,
i know its very hard for you.and i also heard that you cried the other day.Maybe everything was just a misunderstanding and let me tell you this.
i just need time to mend things.for the time being take care babe.
To zanababy,
I know things didnt go like how you wished.And you don't need to be worry because you have miss grande americano to always be by yourside:)i love you..
To yusmcchubby,
Thanks for the conversation that we had.You never failed to make people smile even how angry they are.:)
My Love
A part of you has grown in me.
And so you see, it's you and me
Together forever and never apart,
Maybe in distance, but never in heart.
title: Monday morning
date: Sunday, June 14, 2009
1025hours,
ggggrrrr my tummy grumbling.:(slept early yesterday and sorry Yus i think you tried to call.You keep on apologizing and i already told you i've forgiven you and ya that's it and yet you continue with the trust and blah blah blah which im not interested to hear.you think it's easy to trust someone.it's not as easy as words.And it's not like the next day thing "oh i trust u".No babe.It don't work that way.And i think i doing good with my life.It takes time uh and i don't even know if i could trust you again.You just don't think what you're doing.And you don't appreciate people kindness.Forget it la.Im lazy to talk about it.
Yesterday shift was superbly fun in the morning with zana,syawai and siti.Not much customer but lotsa playing.Called drinks wrongly.
zana:what's the next drink?
nurul:grande americano and grande americano..
zana/syawai:(looked at me blankly)
zana:so it's 2 grande americano???
nurul:ooopppssss it's grande americano and short cappucino
and we laughed and from then till end shift they make fun about it...lol.
Later working with zana and siti...mod-joyce....hahahha she will die tonight with bunch of iritating idiots like us..:)
boyfriend...i miss you<3
title: Breathe Slow
date: Thursday, June 11, 2009
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2217hours
You should be grateful that i still wanna talk to you.I am so mad at you but i just keep it in my heart and throw away.You create your own words and talk about me and make the whole story complicated and maybe i thought you just covering your ass.Damn you.I was supernice to you and lead you to the way that you are happily living your life with no misery yet you just being a bitch.I just got nothing to say but just mind your business.Im okay with it.It's a pity to see you trying to get attention from people.Anyway i don't need you also to be part of my life.I got better people around me.ssshhhoooooo*
Boyfriend....you are missed!:)
f1 coming this september.oohhh yeah i will pay the marina mandarin and you will get me the f1 ticket!:)awesome.But i bet the rate will be double..
As the days goes by im superlazy to work.i just wanna go travel and see the beautiful world.
Turquila sunrise at 3 monkeys next to my store is awesome.hehe!:)off time before transport come.sorry poovan that you had to finish the hoogarden because i just don't like the taste.
Next time maybe if we got the chance again.
I love you boogeyman...
I miss you zanababy...
:)
title: The Climb
date: Monday, June 8, 2009
I can almost see it,
That dream I'm dreamin'
But theres a voice inside my head sayin'
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking
But I gotta keep tryin'
Gotta keep my head held high
Theres always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a up-hill battle
Sometimes i'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about whats waiting on the other side
Its the climb
The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But, No, I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember Most, yeah
Just gotta keep goin'
And, I, I got to be Strong
Just Keep pushing, on
'Cause theres always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a up-hill battle
Sometimes i'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about whats waiting on the other side
Its The Climb
Yeah
Theres always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a up-hill battle
somebody's gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about whats waiting on the other side
Its the climb
Keep on movin'
Keep climbin'
Keep the faith baby
Its all about
Its all about
The climb
Keep the faith, keep the faith woah
title: Maybe
date:
1233hours,
Im having my own life and i don't need people to know everything about me.You need to choose the right person to talk or share or maybe to trust.I don't care what people may badmouthing about me but i just don't give a fuck on what people say.
Im happy with my boyfriend and i just love doing what im doing currently.Boyfriend???
yes i have a boyfriend and its been quite sometime i just love to be in low profile.No one knows what shit im going through.Im in my own world people.
August im going bali!:)end of this month maybe to KL.Well i dunnoe,i just love to go everywhere.Feels like packing my stuff now and just leave.
Mungkin aku bisa bercinta dengan kamu
Kendati kata kata mu selalu
Menusuk jantung melukai ku
Mungkin ku mau memaafkan mu kembali
Demi cinta yang ada di hatiku
Meloloskan mu dari kata pisah
Mungkin sang fajar dan sayap sayap burung patah
Menyaksikan kita berseteru
Slalu tak pernah damai
Mungkin cintaku terlalu kuat dan menutupi
Jiwa yang dendam akan kerasmu
Sehingga kita bersama mungkin
title: 4th June 2009
date: Wednesday, June 3, 2009
0154hours.
The nights that my eyes just don't want to fall asleep.Pretty bad.Been busy with work.Woke up from my beauty sleep have to get ready to work before i could get any food by then its too late.End work an hour before midnight get bus home for freaking 8 days.No life la dey just because i request for weekends off.today the 6th day and im still strong.awesome!OOOHHHH today only me and Sheena working night shift.And at 12am was Syawai birthday.So we planned to get something from him.somewhere nearby.okay cbtl brownie.light up candle and suprised him.He was delighted and he already suspected.okay watever just enjoy our birthday treat.anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY:)
i just can't wait for this friday chalet.miss all of them and finally reunion.awesome.sexciting.
And to dearest SITI ZANARIAH,take care and go see doctor!!!You sound like a macho man earlier.hehehhe.i miss you loads and loads and why is poovan called "simbat"???but i think suits him.And by the way i got new name was given by mommy poovan "letchmi"..
okay goodnites.
title: Firehouse
date: Monday, June 1, 2009
1822hours,
Im on break now at work and im exhausted.i don't really know if i can make it till friday.But no matter what i have to.i miss you.
You know you're everything to me
And I could never see, the two of us apart
And you know I give myself to you
And no matter what you do, I promise you my heart
1-I've built my world around you and I want you to know
I need you, like I've never needed anyone before
2-I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you
I dedicated my life to you
You know that I would die for you
But our love would last forever
And I will always be with you
And there is nothing we can't do
As long as we're together
I just can't live without you, and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before
(repeat 2, 1)
Wow, yeah I live my life for you
