title: Date
date: Thursday, May 28, 2009
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1312hours.
Yesterday went out with my cousin sister.Quite a blast.We planning to find a birthday gift for Faizal but end up nothing really suitable for him yet.boxer at calvin klein?cute uh.maybe.Yeah we watched night at the museum 2.it was pretty awesome.bought popcorn and it turns out to be huge for only the 2 of us.hehe.stupid eyy.We had a long walk actually yesterday.I bought myself a top from zara.I wanted to buy jeans at forever 21 but why now when i have the bucks nothing seems to excite me.why?it happends everytime.:(And we stopped at gelare citylink and had some waffles ice cream.delicious uh.awesome.And now i have problems on what to wear for the chalet and it seems i need to carry huge bag cause i work on the day itself.sucks i know.
He did not call me or text me so i find myself disturbed and abit pissed.So he said he called me in 5 minutes.Guess what he's back!Wow i was so happy and excited.anger turns to happiness.He knows about it since the first but he just wanted to suprised me.okay relieved that he's back in still 1 piece.
title: Love.
date: Monday, May 25, 2009
0135hours
He called me today after 5 freaking days.He's fine there.Well earlier was my closing shifts and its very draggy but thank god it was fast enough.Yusz was sweet enough to take transport with us.And she's so happy today and i've got no idea why too.Good for you darls.For a monday night it was quite consistent i should say.Your smile makes me melt.Im so in love with you.
Called you for the first time yesterday
I finally found the missing part of me
I felt so close but you were far away
Left me without anything to say
Now I'm speechless over the edge, I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this lovebug again
I can't get your smile out of my mind
(I can't get you outta my mind)
I think about your eyes all the time
You're beautiful but you don't even try
(You don't even, don't even try)
Modesty is just so hard to find
Now I'm speechless over the edge, I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this lovebug again
I kissed her for the first time yesterday
Everything I wished that it would be
Suddenly I forgot how to speak
Hopeless, breathless, baby can't you see?
Now I'm
Now I'm speechless over the edge, I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this lovebug again
Now I'm hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this lovebug again
Oh! Lovebug again
title: Sunday
date: Sunday, May 24, 2009
2204hours
It was not an awesome sunday.I got nothing to do but just rot at home.Tv is my bestfriend for today.Pissed off at myself at times because it is just plain boring cause i got no one to go movies.
I find that people at times are being heartless.When they are in need they are desperate but when they are in good time they just treat you like shit.Maybe at one are being supernice but people don't appreciate.Don't really care about other one feelings by their doings.I too one day have to be very careful.
Im so sexicited for the upcoming Faizal birthday chalet at downtown.It's freaking 3d2n but maybe i stay for just a night cause the next day i might have plans to go batam.We'll see.
August bali!Wow can't really wait for that actually but i shall take baby steps to reach there.
i miss you.
title: Falling in Love
date: Thursday, May 21, 2009
1933hours
I am unbelievably lucky to have you
in my life.
I think the sweetest thing that can
happen to anyone is to meet that one
special person who makes you feel like you're living in a dream come true.
That's what this is like for me.
It's like that with every smile, every touch, every memory we make
When almost everyday we have together is the kind you don't want to end
That's when you know.
That's when love is real, and it's when you realize what a treasure you're holding on to.
Every time we're together, just doing all the things that lovers
and best friends and dreamers do,
i keep falling in love with you...
over and over again.
I could spend forever doing this...
and i hope you know how thankful i am for all the incredibly precious things..
you bring to my life.
in my life.
I think the sweetest thing that can
happen to anyone is to meet that one
special person who makes you feel like you're living in a dream come true.
That's what this is like for me.
It's like that with every smile, every touch, every memory we make
When almost everyday we have together is the kind you don't want to end
That's when you know.
That's when love is real, and it's when you realize what a treasure you're holding on to.
Every time we're together, just doing all the things that lovers
and best friends and dreamers do,
i keep falling in love with you...
over and over again.
I could spend forever doing this...
and i hope you know how thankful i am for all the incredibly precious things..
you bring to my life.
Well today i'm grounded.at home spring cleaning.almost everyday im not at home.mom is mad at me.he called me earlier since yesterday he never got the chance to hear me.im satisfied now with my room!tmr working so early night later.toodles.you are missed!:)
title: random
date: Wednesday, May 20, 2009
2308hours
It's a pretty long day for me today.Do some catch up with firdawati.We watched movie.Fireball muay thai.interesting.its like as if we are watching horror movies cause it was so gross.i mean the fights.
Yesterday with friends.towning again.
Im planning on a getaway to i don't know where.No idea yet.
August maybe Bali.Coming i just wanna go somewhere near.
10 more days.Im counting but it still seems so long.
i miss you.
title: I love u.
date: Tuesday, May 19, 2009
0124hours
Its him that i think most of the time.
i love you boy.
i love you boy.
Make me melt by your doings and words.My love towards you is never ending.And come to think about our love journey is kinda awesome.Long distance relationship.At first i thought it was pretty easy but it was tougher than i thought.Trust is what we have and that makes our love grows.It seems that i can't afford to open up my heart for others but only you.It's you who understands me best.But sadly your touch is always missed.I can't get what a normal girl gets from their lover.I'm craving your hugs and the touch of your lips.I know i have to be strong but at times my heart gets weak and tears are rolling.
I love you my boogeyman.
I love you my boogeyman.
title: Exhausted!
date: Monday, May 18, 2009
0149 hours,
Work was ok earlier.2330 me and sheena done with it.pretty awesome.we had small chat.we took photo from shah's lappie and set it as wallpaper.hahhaha
People are annoyed with your behaviour.alot of feedback which i find it difficult to talk to you.because you don't seem to agree yet you think you do it right.Being sick is not wonderful okay.and giving out complimentary drinks is not cool unless you owe the store.Im tired of listening to other people about you because i know you have lots of opportunities.but your don't care attitude saddens me.but when comes to our shift together you are not like what are they feedback about.i don't know.work is work.prioritise your needs first then your wants.i care alot about my lovely partners and i don't want they to have a bad name about you because you are same post as me.which i consider somewhat important to the store.
And to my love who is far away.I miss you.i love you.
zanababy i miss hangout with you.eventhough we work at the same place we hardly see each other.so sad but nvm no matter what i know you are always there:)loves you alot.
nadiahloves i wanna go out with you and do idiotic stuffs!:)
title: Work.
date: Friday, May 15, 2009
1138hours
Well i start working yesterday after quite sometime.At first when i heard i was on morning shift i was super lazy to get up.going to work was a dragged but as soon as i reached everything seems to changed totally.its sexiciting!i tend to talk alot i make lotsa noise and iritate people.im happy like after so long been hiding under my comforter.
I know i have to go through all these alone but besides that my baby zana is all there to make me feel better and being myself.
I don't find food interesting anymore.cause im afraid that i will vomit out again.sleepless night.
He asked me to be strong for him.I tried but i think my love is too strong that its hard to be far.
It's just not a wonderful month for me.
title: Active.
date: Tuesday, May 12, 2009
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2336hours,
Its pretty too late but nvm HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO MOM AND MOMMIES.
I've been sick and it sucks!
I've miss him but he's just too far to reach.
Today i spent quality time with my girlfriend zana.I feel happy and its just supernice after so long we have not been going out i mean just the 2 of us.
We had fries with pepper plus mayonaise plus chilli so not us!we used to eat ljs but today seem not a food day.dun feel that need of food.because she ate alot at work!geez!:)we went to all the shopping center at orchard since we got nowhere to go and we just loved to do idiotic stuff.:)
She accompanied me yesterday night because i was so down.we text each other and there she is always by myside to bring a smile to my face.thats the reason why i love her to bits.no matter what she is always there whenever i need her.i love u zana!:)*hugs*
this is for you love...
This friendship I love so much
This soft heart I hold
Just waiting for your gentle touch
a dream to uncover to unfold
I love the way I feel
when I am with you
A feeling that no one can steal
cause my love will always be forever true
No matter where we are or were we go
I know where both of our hearts may be
cause we taught each other how to grow
And we showed each other how to be ourselves
And not anybody else
So remember when we both are wondering alone
Do not complain or get sad
for we're nerver really
on our own
cause in our heart we will
always be there for each other
through thick and thin
I love you with all of my heart
And will never let go friends 4 life
I pray that we'll never be apart
from each other for a long time to come
cause you are my
very Best Friend
no matter what
title: Exhausted
date: Sunday, May 3, 2009
2124hours
After for a long break i feel abit lost and tired from work.i have to rush on my coffee presentation which honestly im not yet prepared.i'll think i will screw up.and im not in a right mood to update my blog yet i guess.sucks
