title: Weekends
date: Friday, April 24, 2009
2427hours
I don't understand people.Im not saying im perfect but i know what im doing and i do make mistakes la but when people talk about the other party it makes me feel sad for them.well people mouth we can do nothing about it.
Yesterday me,zana and joyce we went out after we do opening.we went to ikea then to bugis then to suntec.the things that we are looking for doesnt seem to be there or off budget.tired.so we sat at the fountain and listen to all the super not nice songs and watching bright lines beat with the music which is not exciting at all.feel like eating sundae.head down and saw burger king.as u know me and zana cant help it we love their hershey sunday pie so...we dragged joyce to eat with us and purposely we sat in front of the mirror and eat it.fun and funny!:)then we took the elevator which suprised joyce!hahaha.:)tired.we sat at the marina steps.but i prefered lying down cause it feels so good!
sorie joyce because of us u hurt ur ankle.:(nice night love you both.we shall go out once a week together okay.more fun coming up.
title: Flu
date: Tuesday, April 21, 2009
2058hours
Seriously im very lazy today but i got to do some stuffs.tmr im doing morning shifts.ggrrrr
i left my mobile on silent mood and i hide it somewhere in my bedroom.sorry people i just wants to have peace.i know im very mean.5days straight on leave and i've got lotsa things i wanna do and plus the most exciting thing!my pay is out!:)
i wanna eat paddlepop.
title: Monday Blues
date: Monday, April 20, 2009
2037hours
i don't feel well today thats the reason why im on mc today.maybe too much chocolate yesterday and sleepless nights.Im in love with avenged sevenfold.:)
You are the reasons why im still going strong.you are the reasons i had sleepless nights.you are the reason why at times i go crazy.and at times your words can kill me and you are also the reason i know the meaning of being loved.thanks to you.
Thank you geraldine and zana for texting me and asking how am i doing.love you.
i've been surrounded with partners that love one another and always be there for one another.even how busy they are they still make time and help you through out your misery.they are the ones that makes me smile all day and there's no need for me to think about anyting else.
see,im lucky here!
title: Sunday
date: Sunday, April 19, 2009
2230hours
I tried to be calm but i just can't.I tried all ways but to no avail.i'll just wait.the whole day i do nothing but watched tv,the net and my bed.it feels not okay when your off days you just got nothing to do.planned was cancelled so yeah having a chocolatey sunday.i had chocolate the whole of today.fattyy bom bom!:")im in love with indonesian songs.well tmr im working midshift which is super tiring and the following day is my off day.again i got nothing to do.im waiting when the date hits 27th.i can have long break with my love.how nice!:)im looking forward for it.
title: Seize the day
date:
Seize the day, or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to Ache over I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time But I'm too young to worry These streets we travelled on will undergo our same lost past I found you here, now please just stay for a while I can move on with you around I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever? I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one Picture) Seize the day, or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to Ache over Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live In No longer needed here so where do we go? Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of Death? But girl, what if there is no eternal life? I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one Picture) Seize the day, or die regretting the time you lost It's empty, and cold without you here, too many people to Ache over Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna Die alone without you here, Please tell me what we have is real So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again? Whoah, so I never want to leave you, and the memories of Us to see I beg don't leave me Seize the day, or die regretting the time you lost It's empty, and cold without you here, too many people to Ache over Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here Please tell me what we have is real Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day I'm stuck here alone Falling away from me, no chance to get back home
title: morning rain
date: Saturday, April 18, 2009
4:03am
It's raining outside and im loving it cause it's very cooling nice to sleep but im not sleepy yet.Today at work we took lotsa photos and we are having fun.
It seems that every single thing i do people notice and it gets very annoyed.with whom i be friend,i talked,joke,close?the other party tend to get jealous.what's up with you people.freak!
Im not here to steal whoever your lover la.im not interested also.they are just my friends and i love all my friends so it's your problem if you just can't accept it.get a life.
You okay earlier but when someone just popped up from nowhere you changed.ever little things we do you get so tense up.don't try to be a big fuck because you are faking it.get a life bitch!
okay arsenal lost and boogeyman wanna sleep.about soccer also stressed up.guys.i tend to talked alot today.and im always hungry and im tired.bye!
title: Midnight
date: Thursday, April 16, 2009
Morning.
Earlier i had work and i seem to be very lazy and only looking forward for 2208hours so i can leave the place as soon.but sadly at 2230hours then i got to leave due to some delays.not impressive.my back is still hurt and not doing any good but worst. but it seems like i don't give a tiny little fuck i guess but maybe one day when i can't get up from bed.crying for help?hmmph not too dramatic la.i love what im doing currently.get myself occupied with some proposals for the upcoming event in store in which is my big day on the 6th of may.damn!
hey boy i think you are trying to be funny in this little relationship of ours.but it must have its limit darls.if everything is good and smooth i'll think we can work it out like how we used to be.that's all for today.goddnite folks
title: Missing you.
date: Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Sunshine..
Lately we had not spending time together cause i know you are busy and also you like to spend time with your loved ones.im fine with that.it's not a big deal anyway.but seeing you cried i tend to feel real bad maybe im not there by your side.i don't want to interfere your personal life cause it makes the other party feel uncomfortable so i just hope you are doing fine and my arms are always open for you to lean on.i miss you zana.
title: Sunday
date: Saturday, April 11, 2009
Sunshine..
My eyes hardly open yesterday while nearly to closing.Im very exhausted.I don't know why people keep asking me am i alright when actually im perfectly fine.i don't really have much thinking in my mind all i know if im at work i just want to get done with it.i don't intend to open my mouth when i don't feel like it cause it's just me.Closing was tiring while waiting for transport all of us turn crazy!evelyn was there.throwing her slippers all over and singing out loudly.shah as usual with her laptop.me n siti was the noisiest!banging on the walls and yeah basically we talked crap!eventhough tired but we had fun!:)one more round on monday.im taking my leave on 28-30th!yessss ah!!!im loving it.maybe batam.
title: Holiday!
date: Thursday, April 9, 2009
Faboulous,
Working later at 5pm.closing.the most draggy shift but bet it would be busy cause tonite the weekends starts.Im pretty unsure who im working with later.seriously i just felt that i wanna take mc!everytime his shift i just don't have the mood la and later shah wanted me to do the coffee thingy which im not interested at!it's just not my day.
title: Beautiful Sun.
date: Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Faboulous,
The sun was superbly hot and awesome yesterday while me and lovers at siloso beach.Dinner at seam im food court.food was okay not that fantastic eventhough its my favourite but the taste abit off.And to that someone i just being so heartless not having a conversations with you because i think you deserve it.your symphaty face won't even move my heart.you are just behaving like a small kid.you will only be rich for a week of your pay and then a broke face again.so there's no more me being a nice little girl towards you.because you deserve it from me get it sparstic.people are talking about clubs and me being not a clubber gets frustrated!you don't need to impress people by showing how to spend your money to go to club while that amount of money can bring me to eat nice food!!Don't ask people "how are u?"maybe you should ask yourself are u on the right track??take care of yourself first.and don't even seek attention and expect people to listen to your little thoughts.Look yourself first at the mirror and figure out who are you.i pity you for having a misery life.
title: Alone
date: Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Beautifuls,
The power lines went out
And I am all alone
But I don’t really care at all
Not answering my phone
All the games you played
The promises you made
Couldn’t finish what you started
Only darkness still remains
Lost sight
Couldn’t see
When it was you and me
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I’m beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I’ll be alright
Been black and blue before
There’s no need to explain
I am not the jaded kind
Playback’s such a waste
You’re invisible
Invisible to me
My wish is coming true
Erase the memory of your face
Lost sight
Couldn’t see
When it was you and me
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I’m beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I’ll be alright
One day
You will wake up
With nothing but “you’re sorrys”
And someday
You will get back
Everything you gave me
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I’m beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I’ll be alright
