title: Love
date: Monday, April 19, 2010
20th April 2010
1138hours....
Complicated feelings i guess..
Its there but just when you wanna touch its dissapear through the thin air.
being around your arms just makes me feel complete.
going through all the little things together with a smile...
happy moments....
"every kiss and every hug you make me fall in love"
title: Waiting
date: Friday, March 12, 2010
0204hours
Im still wide awake.my eyes will only fully shut at sunrise.im really sad that its happening to me..
People always think that im always okay when actually im not okay at all.
But i will try to put up a smiley face for my love ones.hearing their problems makes me better cause at least someone is there to make me think.but when comes to my problem im not willing to open it up cause i just think that dont wanna make the people around me to feel sad or maybe bad for me.but theres always mr x to listen to me and advise me each day
and he's always there to make my day better and smile.
i think i suffer and face the worst situation than what people around me facing.
but i just wants them to know even im not there and always busy but i do miss you people.
i wish i can just spend the time with you all and leave my work but sadly i cant at the moment.
haiz...:(
i thought life will be easier...
people just come and tap on you and just run....and gone....
yes i miss him alot
title: now
date: Thursday, March 4, 2010
1549hours
Being in this job was seriously not what i want actually.But it pays good so just let it stay and the people that i met and bonded there.in which like they are already part of my family whereby i see them every single day and spent the night chilling out together and cabbed home.
But im just sad that i hardly have time for my own.
I can't sleep till the sun is out.insomnia.
Im always feeling alone at home and thinks alot.depression.
it sucks.
i miss my girlfriends..
I know you make an effort to do the tumbler for me and honestly im touched.
i wanted to cry but i hold it..and i appreciate all the hardwork. and i used it daily at work
by looking at all those photos it makes my day.....
i love you all.....
i will be just fine......:)
title: dissapointing
date: Thursday, February 25, 2010
You rather tell me your problems than wishing me a simple HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
I'm so dissapointed in you...
title: distracted
date: Wednesday, January 27, 2010
2254hours
Its nice when come to think when a person treat you very well like as if it was his precious ones.plus not to forget with all the goodnight kisses and every minute text messages.
But now when you tried to treat that particular person with the same treatment,it all went wrong.
it's like theres a wall in between the connection..
heartbroken
title: Im Sorry
date: Friday, January 8, 2010
2230hours
I'm sorry if till today im being invisible.I know you mean good.sorry love.
yes i do miss all my loves company.but maybe i still need some space.Because till today im still dissapointed at some views.
I think i tried my best to help people even i had my last one.but one day when i have problems and needed help.i was being ignored.welldone.
I just tried my luck to see if you can willingly help me when in my mind i just wanna see how you react to it.
yes im right you ignored me.
how can you call me darling or love or best people in your lives when this is how you treat me.
like my bf always said "they don't have a nice heart like you do sweetheart"
and now i start to realise that.
when you're happy there you go enjoying.but when you needed help i'm the first that you find.
one word "asshole"
zanababy....sorry if i needed the space now.anyway im fine....i just occupied my days with work and home:)don't worry okay!im fine...i miss you darling!muacks
title: imaginary greatest.
date: Tuesday, January 5, 2010
1230hours,
How it feels to know that you are in love now but in future for sure you will not end up with the same person.No matter how you tried to work things out, the answer is still the same.
And im in no position to force because i know it must comes from the heart.
It feels so perfect now.
You are my pillar in living.you gave me your full support and whenever i'm down with matters you feel it and you are there by my side to endure with me.You tried to give me happiness and assurance.We shared almost everything together in life.
But when we sit and think about the next step it will just hurt..
you are always remembered...
Waffles ice cream date with a ferriswheel ride will make a perfect weekend.
